Just the other day while sitting at my desk minding my own business I got a really bad feeling. It hurt so much it made me sick to my stomach and put the worst taste in my mouth. It was as if I just took a sip of motor oil. And just then a thought popped in my head...it was you. But something was different. It wasn’t a loving thought, no, something was wrong. This terrible feeling started to move all through my body and then I knew. It was you. You were sleeping with someone else. But you know what? The worst part was that you weren’t even enjoying it and that’s why I felt so bad. It was one of the strangest feelings that actually reminded me of something that I prayed years ago to forget but I never will. So now I’m here in this grey area of wanting to answer your call but not wanting to hear your voice. There’s something inside me that says this love is not enough. That your curves and smile are mature but your mind is infantile. And as bad as I want you my will alone cannot make you grow into who I want you to be. Yes I am Divine but I am surely not God, Time or Experience. So with this awkward silence I bid you adieu. I let you off back into the sea to be who you will be. I wish you well and hope that one day we cross paths and enjoy laughs about the past.
-DW
Wow that was deep and really hit home in a variety of ways... (My thoughts) When it comes to love there are always 3 paths... The two that the couple envisions as well as the third path which is the course that the relationship actually takes in reality... If only we could share a path with the people we love; that would be an ideal situation for both parties and alleviate much of the unwanted pain and disappointment that we all experience when in love. But then again to have love we must have pain... Life is good but life sucks lol...
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